My world revolves around me.
It began the day I was born.
Or perhaps the day I developed consciousness.
It's hard to see it any other way.
And yet, when I see the world like this,
I am wrong.
In the beginning, God . . .
God created the earth. The sky. The stars. The sun.
God created the seas and the sea creatures. The land and the land creatures.
God created humanity.
And it was all good. Until one day, humanity said, "I want to be like God." And then, in an attempt to be like God, humanity started to mess up the goodness.
- Eve disobeyed God.
- So did Adam, but he blamed Eve. And God, who made Eve.
- Cain killed his brother Abel.
- Lamech killed someone else.
- Violence spread, and God decided to destroy the earth.
- He saved Noah, who did right. Except Noah didn't always do right, and he cursed his son with slavery.
- And so on. And so on. Through the generations. People destroying the goodness God created. God intervening to set things right. People destroying the goodness God created, and God intervening to set things right.
This story is about God. His goodness. His love. His mercy.
Oh yes, I can learn about myself and what I should be doing and how I should live, but it's not my story. I am not the protagonist. And that's so hard because I am the only person whose thoughts I can hear in my head.
Unless I learn to hear God's voice.
The more I immerse myself in God's Word, His Scripture, the more I will hear God's voice. Which is kind of weird. But not.
The more I immerse myself in God's Word, His Scripture, the more I will see how God's story is still unfolding and how I can play a role in God's story. I am not central. God is. This is HIS story. I am part of a larger narrative.
It's not your story either.
Together, we are part of this larger narrative.
And so God leads, and we follow. Sometimes faithfully and sometimes not.
And when we get caught up in our own stories, we tend to mess things up. Like Adam and Eve did. Like Cain did. Like Lamech did.
Ken Wytsma writes, "Life finds its harmony when we're centered on God, walking in faith, and experiencing the fullness of life He designed for us to experience."
How can we do that? How can we get our eyes off ourselves and refocused on the true protagonist?
To start with, we can read the story a new way, asking God to show us where He is at work and asking Him to give us power and courage to follow Him.
It's not about me.
It never is.